The moments that wake butterflies and beat open hearts... Living for the Lovely Bits in the midst of Chaos
If you really knew me....
you'd know what all of my tattoos mean.
you'd know that I can't even look at pancakes without thinking about my grandma.
you'd know that I am in no way bad ass or hardcore. I am a big softy that wears my heart on my sleeve. I am a hopeless romantic and I internalize everything.
you'd know that when I was little I thought I was a witch and would make potions in my bedroom with household cleaners. We are lucky the house didn't blow up. I am pretty sure that nail polish remover mixed with anything is no good :)
you'd know that my dad is my hero! He has set the bar extremely high and yes I compare how a man should be to him. I refuse to settle for less.
you'd know that every October is Scary Movie Month at my house. I am on edge the entire month watching out for chainsaw murderers, demons, Mike Meyers, poltergeists, etc.....
you'd know that I have no filter. I say what I feel. I don't do this out of spite or to be mean I do it to be Me.
you'd know that I am no good at small talk. I don't care to talk about the weather and if I don't know what to say or ask someone I don't know, I won't pretend. I find it exhausting and I lose interest quickly.
you'd know that I love dogs. I talk about mine like he is my kid. Always have. I see no reason to bring a pet into the family unless they are treated as such. Family.
you'd know that I have a sarcastic twisted sense of humor. I find stupid things really funny and what I laugh at other people don't understand.
you'd know that I am really clumsy. I can trip up the stairs and over nothing at all. That does not stop me from wearing high heels. If I am going to trip I rather be in cute shoes doing it.
you'd know that Christian is a miracle! Only a higher power could have made him possible and I am so very thankful each day that I am blessed to be his mom.
you'd know that my A.D.D can take our conversation from one topic to something else totally unrelated based off something random that happened mid-sentence.
you'd know that I am not a morning person. As much as I have tried, I am not chipper the moment I wake up. Give me an hour. Or two.
you'd know that I am very happy in life and I don't need to bounce off walls to show it. I have a calm nature that comes across shy at times and I am perfectly fine with that :)